Confused

Lately i've being foing through a lot not only mentally and emotionally, but physically. It seems like everytime I try to do right things tend to get worse and worse. I'm just ready to be all the way happy and for my life to come together. I kind of feel like I'm not accomplishing anything because I don't even know what I want to do with my life. I don't know I guess I'm just confused.

School Life

I'm kind of actually enjoying the school life as of right now. Today I went down to the learning center and applied for a work study job and I got it. As of October 26th I will be a tutor. I'm kind of excited because I will be getting paid for doing something I love, helping people. I hate to see people frustrated and confused so through tutoring people I will be able to help make their school life a lot easier.

Life

For the past couple of months I have had so many ups and downs in my life. I've never been so confused with what I want to do with myself. When I graduated I started off at Kettering and all was well. I ended my freshmen year with all A's and B's, I was so determined. I was supposed to start school October 3rd this year until I found out that I wouldn't be able to pay my tuition. I was going for Industrial Engineering, but that was because I was going to an Engineering college, but now I'm confused. Hopefully I will find myself by January so that I will not fall any farther behind. As much as I wanted to give up, I'm not it's life and I refuse to fail.